Waiting on a "friend" to come over and I started to get all uptight. About my body, my status, my everything. Whoa! No. I'm a beautiful, intelligent, fun woman who is anything but boring to fuck. It's so frustrating not being able to block out these negative messages that have been fed to me my whole life. No, I'm not a super model. I'm short and curvy. Practically midget status with a huge ass. Never heard a complaint about it but still I find myself comparing my body to all the waif like women, which, are beautiful as well, just different.
And there's nothing wrong with what I'm doing. I have no attachments. I am single and free to do what I please. Quite frankly, rubbing one out only satisfies for so long. Eventually I need to have a good fuck and hopefully a good laugh to accompany it. I think the word promiscuous is used so negatively. Yes, I am promiscuous. I don't limit myself in the sex department. Men. Women. It all feels good and every partner brings something different to the table. It doesn't mean I'm not safe or I put myself in danger. I want to own that word. I want to wear it. I want to use it as a strong, positive description for my happy, healthy sex life. Sometimes I think that people who use the words slut, whore, promiscuous, skank in a negative fashion are just pissed off that they either don't have the options I have or don't allow themselves. Get laid. It'll relax you. Stress, anger, pain...it'll melt away. Orgasms cure all.
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